So, this was rock bottom- the anchorage of my descent. “It’s much colder than I expected,” I mumbled. I snorted and let out a strangled laugh at my feeble attempt to make a joke. I began to laugh harder when I realized that I had just hallucinated for the first time in my life. The
I heard Roger sluggishly call my name and felt a tug at my arm. His attempt to bring me back to reality was unsuccessful. It was as if a glass ceiling had shattered. All of the horrible and manipulative decisions we made rained down in razor-sharp shards, stabbing and slicing at my heart and soul
Hearing the automatic doors slide shut and lock behind us momentarily silenced the questions and thoughts running through my mind. It wasn’t a loud noise; it didn’t need to be. I had to swallow the urge to scream and the even deeper urge to beg Roger to leave. Always hyper-aware of my emotions and needs,
